I’m out of sight, I’m out of mind

 

I don’t like the word ‘forever’. It was one of those really cheesy, stupid little words that meant nothing. It was really only used by those couples that are so deeply in love that they think it will continue on forever, even in the afterlife where they are both allegedly in heaven to spend the rest of their dead lives together. But I knew that was bullshit. To think that love would last until after death, well, who knows where our souls will go. I think my soul won’t go anywhere. If it were to go somewhere, I  thought it might just go to hell.

And truth be told, forever didn’t exist. If it did, the stars in the sky would never perish, or everything on Earth wouldn’t have to diminish into dust and never be seen again. Sure, this was the cycle of life, but one day, the world won’t exist anymore, and I thinks that will happen when the human race becomes so idiotic that they end up blowing themselves up. Now, you could say I Am pretty pessimistic person, but I thought  I am just being fairly realistic.

Because things don’t last forever.

And I find when you wish for forever,

Only the end comes.

mä päätin muokata mun bogin ulkoasua taas. miksikö? koska mä voin.

tänään en oo tehnyt oikeen mitään. söin, kävin rullaluistelemassa, söin taas, ja chillailin we<3itisä. oon syönyt lunnottoman paljon tän viikon aikana. syön koko ajan, eikä mulla mee siitäkään nälkä.

perjantaina menen Keijun kanssa kaupunkiin. näin se vasta viime perjantaina, ja mulla on nyt jo ihan HIRVEÄN ikävä :( + hirveän paljon kaikkea puhuttavaa! :)

nojaa, meen nyt muokkaamaan tätä höskää :) see ya!
-Alice-